His parents divorced when he was just a baby, and his upbringing is not one full of happy memories. I was planning to get married and have kids, be closeted about it and force myself to be something I knew I wasnt, he says very matter-of-factly. In his mindas in the minds of many young gay menbeing tormented and closeted was certainly better than being gay. But dont get me wrong I do have my feminine moments. My friends say Im getting gayer and gayer by the minute! After a moment, our shared laughter falls to silence and then his sullen admission: But back then, I would see guys who would wear real tight jeans and sashay around or whatever, and I would think, Good for you.
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